Friday, May 21, 2010

How Does Your Garden Grow?

I finally got my vegetable garden planted the other day.  My awesome neighbor tilled up the area that we wanted to plant and then I dug the holes and the boys helped by putting the plants in their new homes and filling the holes in with compost & soil.  We planted broccoli, tomato(e), cucumber, red peppers, romaine lettuce, & strawberries.  We also started green beans & carrots from seeds.  Zach was with me when I bought the plants and he begged for strawberries & even though our garden plot is really small, I thought we'd give it a try.  The boys wanted to plant pumpkins, too but I knew we didn't have the room for those.

I started in on the flower beds in front of the house after we finished the vegetable garden.  I weeded everything and cut back some lily-of-the-valley that had started over-growing my Oriental lilies and the mum plant that Rachel got me a few years ago.  I also planted some light pink petunias that Zach had picked out and some white vincas.  My neighbor had cut down a tree about a month ago and they had a bunch of mulch they were trying to get rid of so I put a bunch of it down the flower beds. 

The flower beds on the side of my house are in desperate need of some TLC and new plants but I don't pay as much attention to them because I don't see it as much as the one in front of my house.  I did plant some sunflower seeds in that flower bed so hopefully they'll come in and fill all the empty areas.  I also have a peony bush in the side flower bed that has gotten some big, gorgeous blooms.  That is my all time favorite flower.

Yesterday, while I was mowing the lawn, the boys decided to pick flowers for me and they chose to pick the pink petunias that I had just planted.  I couldn't really get mad at them about it, though because they were trying to be sweet.  I don't think they did any lasting damage to the plants, either.

My tiny garden plot

The mums that Rachel got me a few years ago

Hostas as big as your head!

The honeysuckle will take over the house if I'm not careful

The front flower bed

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Evil Mommy

I know that I'm so very, very wrong to laugh at this but with the new Toy Story movie coming out, the toys are being advertised on every kid's channel in existence.  Every time the boys see the toy commercials they say, "Mommy! Mommy!  I want a Woody!"  Or "Mommy!  Me & Xander/Zach want a Woody!"

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAA!

*update* Zach is eating whoppers and I just heard Xander ask, "Can I have one of your balls?"  *snicker snicker snort*

Monday, May 17, 2010

To-do List

The to-do list that I made last night, plus a few additions.  I'm exhausted.
  • Make a chore chart for the boys ✓
  • Sweep & mop the floors ✓
  • Stop by the Dollar Store for more cleaning supplies ✓
  • Clean the bathroom ✓
  • Dust the furniture ✓
  • Water the plants ✓
  • Weed my flower beds (Rained all day)
  • Finish my 2nd Dragon Age game so that I can start the expansion
  • Buy some more vegetable plants for the garden ✓
  • Plant the vegetables (Rained all day)
  • Take down the border the boys' bedrooms
  • Clean the cobwebs from the corner of the ceilings (Forgot to do this before I swept.  I'll do it tomorrow & sweep again.)
  • Add some new songs to my Zune ✓
  • Clean out the refrigerator ✓
  • Organize the boys' rooms - again ✓ (This took THREE FREAKING HOURS!)
  • Use my exercise bike for at least a 1/2 hour
  • Do the laundry ✓
  • Feed the fish ✓
  • Organize my closet & the hall closet 
  • Dye my hair
  • Move the exercise bike into the bedroom (Forgot to do this before I cleaned the floors.  Will do it tomorrow.)
  • Clean out the truck (Rained all day)
  • Take Xander to T-ball practice - Cancelled, thank Jebus
  • Make sure the boys are fed during the day ✓
  • Move Zach's bed back into his old room ✓

No Rest For The Wicked

It fucking figures that I can't sleep tonight, knowing that I have a ton of crap that I want to do tomorrow.  I went to bed around 11:00 PM - which is late for me.  I was pretty tired when I went to bed but I did the usual tossing and turning for about 45 minutes and then I fell into a light doze.  I then got the weird sensation that I couldn't breath and woke myself up, only to discover that I had been asleep for approximately an hour.  I tried to go back to sleep but I kept thinking about all the stuff that I have to get done tomorrow and then I had to pee.  So, after 15 more minutes of tossing & turning, I got up to go to the bathroom and then I couldn't fall back to sleep.

So here I am.

I tried reading for a little bit but it didn't work.  I tried flippin' the bean but that didn't work either.  So now I'm going to try blogging.  Maybe if I make a list of all the crap that I want to do tomorrow, it'll help get it out of my head and I'll be able to sleep.  Although I doubt it.  And since I didn't get a good night's rest, I know I won't get anything accomplished tomorrow.  Bleh.  Anyway.  Here's the list.
  • Make a chore chart for the boys
  • Sweep & mop the floors
  • Stop by the Dollar Store for more cleaning supplies
  • Clean the bathroom
  • Dust the furniture
  • Water the plants
  • Weed my flower beds
  • Finish my 2nd Dragon Age game so that I can start the expansion
  • Buy some more vegetable plants for the garden
  • Plant the vegetables
  • Take down the border the boys' bedrooms
  • Clean the cobwebs from the corner of the ceilings
  • Add some new songs to my Zune
  • Clean out the refrigerator
  • Organize the boys' rooms - again
  • Use my exercise bike for at least a 1/2 hour
  • Do the laundry
  • Feed the fish
  • Organize my closet & the hall closet
I also promised Xander that I would play D&D with them tomorrow (today?), since I got to go play D&D with Robbie and Randy on Sunday.  Mordicai had posted a link to The Heroes of Hesiod, a D&D adventure for ages 6 & up a few weeks ago and I downloaded it but haven't had a chance to play it with the boys.  I guess I'll whip it out for them tomorrow and see how it goes.

We've been having some behavior problems with Xander lately and I wonder if it's because we aren't paying enough attention to him.  He completely trashed his room the other day and the refused to clean it up.  He spent three days in his room but he wouldn't pick anything up, so finally we told him he was grounded and picked it up.  I'm not sure what else to do, short of throwing everything away but that wouldn't be fair to Zach since they share toys.  Zach will argue about picking up but not nearly as bad as Xander does and he'll eventually shut up and do as he's told.  But Xander has gotten really bad about throwing temper tantrums and talking back to us.

I wonder if he's not getting the amount of attention that he desires and so he's acting out in other ways to get the attention.  Zach is really good at entertaining himself but Xander seems to be more needy in that respect - which is a complete reverse of how he used to be when he was 3 and 4!  Maybe if we set aside the morning for playing together or doing what he wants and then using the afternoons to pick up and do chores, he might respond better.  I'm really not sure what to do to be honest.  I thought maybe if I used a chore chart, something along the lines of Choreganizers which would be easy for a 4 & 5 year old to follow, he might not argue as often when it comes to picking up his room.

I also wonder if the amount of fighting between the boys has increased since they've been sharing a room and they don't really have their own space anymore.  I've asked them if they want their own rooms again, since we haven't moved the computer desk into the smaller room, but they both tell me they want to share a room.  I think Xander is actually afraid to sleep in the room by himself because he cries whenever I bring it up.  But if they had their own rooms to play in or to go to whenever they start fighting, maybe it would cut down on the amount of screaming in the house.  I always had my own room when I was younger but I remember when I was 12 or 13, I had to share a room with my brother for about a year and it really sucked.  I do think that they will need their own space when they are older but I thought they could share a room now.  I'm beginning to second guess that now, though.

I try to play with them but I get so frustrated with them sometimes because all they want to do is bicker over toys or fight with me about crap.  I sat at the table to color with them the other day and they fought because they both wanted me to color them a picture but they both had to be first.  If I go out in the yard and try to play catch with them, they get mad because I'm throwing to one of them and not the other - even though I'm taking turns with both of them.  I also have a hard time playing catch with them and not trying to correct them because Xander is playing t-ball and I'm trying to tell him the "right way" to throw the ball or catch it.  He gets pretty annoyed with me when I do that.

Being a mom is hard and I have yet to find a manual that tells me how to do my job in the correct fashion.  But there is one thing that I do know.  Lack of sleep is going to make me a very cranky mommy tomorrow.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Harrowdale Campaign - Game #6

I spoke with Gerard before we left for The Elven Court and asked him about the illness that the cleric of Mystra told me about.  He told me not to worry about him and that he was seeking his own answers but I know that he's holding something back.  I do love him very much and I'm trying to make amends for the way I've treated him for the last several months.  He may have known about my true parentage, or had his suspicions, but he has never once treated me like I wasn't part of his family.

I am in my room at Gerard’s house and I am trying to study my spells but nothing is making sense to me, even the spells that I have previously mastered.  I find myself growing more and more frustrated and when I reach the point of breaking the dream shifts to me in the garden.  I am working with Gerard, cleaning flower beds and pruning the flowers when I notice that something doesn’t look quite right about him.  He seems very quiet and there is a fine sheen of sweat upon his brow and he is quiet.  As I turn to ask him if he is all right, he grasps his chest and falls to the ground.  He opens his mouth in a silent scream and a choking black cloud pours from his mouth.  I reach for him and it is Vicho laying before me.  We are in the forest of the Standing Stone where we had encountered the Ettercap.  Katniss & Trey are encased in cocoons and they are hanging from the trees.  I prepare to cast a spell to help my friends and the assassin vine snakes down and entangles me and begins to compress the air from my lungs and I am helpless.


As I am about to fall unconscious I feel the energy from within as it overtakes me. I awaken to find the vine dead at my feet unknown how much time has passed. The cocoon where Katniss’ small body was, is no longer hanging in the tree. Vicho is still at your feet but breathing. I reach down to check his pulse, to make sure that he really is still alive. As I touch his neck his body melts into the ground and I am standing the middle of a forest clearing. The sun streams down into the meadow and I am surrounded by wildflowers. Pixies and sprites dance among the flowers and I am filled with a sense of peace and joy that I have never felt before. I feel the wild magic inside me calm as it has never done before. But out of the corner of my eye, I catch a glimpse of the man who I thought was my father and I start to cry. As each tear hits the ground a small blue flower springs up in its place.


As I weep, a storm quickly approaches and the radiant colors fade and everything looks ominous and gray. The pixies and sprites dash away to the safety of the forest as a chill reaches my hallow bones. My delicate wings tense as I turn around to see, walking toward me, a creature that walks as I do. Has wings as I do. Is beautiful as I am. But I can’t move and all I see is his dark red eyes looking at me as the tall grass gives way to his approach. The creature leaves behind him with each step, a slimy trail that kills the grass like a dragon’s acid. As he reaches out for me, a tiny blade rips through his stomach and he struggles to speak, an ashamed look upon his face. As his lifeless body falls to the meadow floor, I see Katniss standing there with her cute smile and proudly pronounce, “there, I took care of that for you.”

I awoke from my dream to find my friends sleeping. Trey was sitting away from the warmth of the camp fire as he devotedly watched for danger. I could not rest anymore that evening as my wings tensed up… a storm is approaching.  What does the dream mean?


Aside from my troubling dream and the encounter with the Mohrg, we arrived at the Elven Court with almost no trouble, although Vicho did begin to feel sick again.  The elven patrol had been watching us for a while but when they saw we intended to enter the boundries of the Elven Court, they made their presence known to us.  The leader of the patrol told us to turn back but I told him that we were seeking an audience with Donrain & that we had been sent by Gerard.  Once I mentioned Gerard's name, the elves seemed to take our request more seriously and led us into the heart of the Elven Court.

The Elven Court is very beautiful, the most beautiful place that I have ever laid eyes upon but once we were left alone in the ante chamber, I pulled out my spell book.  Vicho seemed almost offended by the fact that I would prefer to study my spells instead of feasting upon the sights before us.  Perhaps my dream was more insightful that I first realized because the fear of failing those who I love outweighed the wonders of The Elven Court.  Our wait was short lived because we were summoned to an audience with the Regent of The Elven Court, Donrain.

Vicho spoke very eloquently when he explained our situation and our need for assistance with Gerard's illness, the prophecy in the scroll that we found in the Goldenleaf crypt, how Vicho & I are descendants of the Ventari family, & the changes to the properties of the elven curve blade that we had found.  I was very unsure as to how Donrain would receive this information, seeing as how she seemed to think we were meddling in affairs that didn't concern us.  In fact, I was very surprised that she even allowed us admittance into her presence but she seemed genuinely sorrowed by the fact that she had no answers in regards to Gerard's illness.  Apparently he had already sought out the elves as a source of aid.

However, when it came to discussing the prophecy Donrain was much more skeptical and at times she was exceptionally patronizing.  She did not think that we were the four mentioned in the prophecy and that we were actually causing more chaos by involving ourselves in the situations that we had encountered.  I asked her if she knew more of the prophecy and she said that it states that the chosen four will defeat the evil that the elves created and unify the humans, elves, and dwarves back into the society that once existed at Myth Draannor.  At one point I thought she was going to blame the attack on Tangled Trees on us!  I am ashamed to admit that I lost my temper with the Regent but before the discussion could become overly heated a bright, celestial light appeared in the room.

The light was so overpowering that I had to turn my eyes away but when I was able to look back, the most beautiful elven woman that I have ever seen was standing in the room.  She was surrounded by a nimbus of that celestial light and her hair was the darkest black, her eyes a piercing blue that gazed into my soul.  Her gaze seemed to linger on each one of us; showing sorrow as she looked at Katniss, hope as she turned her eyes towards me.  Her gaze moved back and forth between Trey & Vicho several times and then she turned to look at Donrain, who was standing behind her.  As she turned her head back toward us, she raised her hand and it was then that I saw she was holding a sword crafted from stone.  The woman then presented the sword to Vicho and after a slight hesitation, he took the sword and she vanished.

The woman was The Srinshee and the sword is one of the three elfblades of Cormanthyr, also known as the Crown Blade.  And it had just been presented to Vicho, a half-drow from Harrowdale, as if in defiance to Donrain's denial of our connection to the prophecy.  Donrain did not question The Srinshee's choice but immediately dropped to her news and vowed her loyalty to the new Coronal.  We have spent the past month at the Elven Court, slowly gathering allies within the court and deciding our future actions.  Unfortunately, Donrain has offered little guidance in that respect, saying it is something that we need to decide for ourselves.

I was able to learn a little more about my father but I fear the news is not good.  He is a druid and also fey and apparently he has much dominion over the other forest creatures.  The elves of the court would count him among their enemies and if we hope to gain the assistance of the fey, I....I mean we will need to defeat him.  I'm hoping that this will not be the case.  If I get the opportunity, I will present myself to him and seek to gain his assistance for our cause.


We were about a day out from Harrowdale when we were attacked by three elves. They had prepared an ambush for us and had cast spike stones upon the road we were traveling.  Although, on thinking back, that is a druid spell and there were no druids among their party.  Did my father have also have a hand in this attack?

I think that this has been the most vicious combat that we have faced thus far and I was grievously wounded several times.  If it was not for Katniss' healing spells, I would've had died in the forest that day.  The wizard was much more powerful that I am, especially with evocation spells and he cast several powerful fireballs at our party.  However, we were able to defeat the mercenaries and spare the lives of two of them and in so doing, we learned that Em'peri Goldenleaf, one of the members of the Harrowdale council, hired them to kill us.

Em'peri learned that we were responsible for removing the amulet from her ancestor's crypt and demanded that Gerard return it to her.  He willingly gave it back to her and so I do not understand why she would have hired the mercenaries to kill us.  I wanted to take the two living mercenaries back to town, along with the contract with her signature, and confront Em'peri.  Vicho thought it best to set them free and to keep our knowledge of the contract to ourselves, using the opportunity to show the elves that he was a benevolent and merciful leader. 

Gerard informed us that Em'peri had been found dead in her home a few days ago and that it is believed that she poisoned herself.  I asked him if the amulet was still within her possession and he wasn't sure about that.  I can't believe that Em'peri would take her own life but then again, I never would have believed that the elven woman would have hired killers to come after us.  I know she was very angry with us but I can't help but feel as if there are darker forces than we know of behind this attempt on our lives.

I am ashamed to admit that I was very frightened by my near death experience and was afraid to let the two mercenaries go.  I wanted the mercenaries & Em'peri to be punished for trying to kill us and was looking at the situation personally, not thinking about the long term ramifications of Vicho's reasoning.  I also became very argumentative when it came to splitting the items that we had taken from the mercenaries, something that I have never done before.  I saw the inadequacy of my own equipment and felt that the far superior magical items of the mercenaries would protect me.  Thankfully, Vicho and the others understood my fear and did not take it personally.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Mix CD - 5/14/10

1. Maximo Park - (I Can't Sleep) Without Music
2. Fake Shark Real Zombie - Sour Times
3. Handsome Furs - I'm Confused
4. Dead Leaf Echo - Pale Fire
5. Adam Lambert - A Loaded Smile
6. Bauhaus - All We Ever Wanted Was Everything
7. Hawthorne Heights - Breathing In Sequence
8. Kate Nash - Nicest Thing
9. La Roux - Bulletproof
10. LoveHateHero - She Puts The Ho In Homewrecker
11. Rise Against - My Life Inside Your Heart
12. Prize Fighter Inferno - The Margretville Dance
13. I Blame Coco - Caesar
14. Miami Horror - Sometimes
15. Hole - Skinny Little Bitch
16. Massive Attack feat. Martina Topley - Babel
17. Tweaker feat. Robert Smith - Truth Is
18. Spoon - Believing Is Art

Thursday, May 13, 2010

So Not Inspired

Nothing new on the home front.  Mother's Day was nice.  Aaron kept the boys occupied so that I could play Dragon Age: Origins all day.  I'm trying to beat the game for a second time before I move onto Awakenings.  Mainly, I want to try and get the achievements for doing the opposite of what I did last time.  Although I missed the one for siding with the werewolves.  I thought I picked that path but it had me join up with the elves again.  That kind of pissed me off.

I was trying to seduce Leliana this time around but she got pissed off because I sided with the cultists and poured dragon blood on the ashes of Andraste.  She was all like, "This ends now!" and then she attacked me.  But I killed her and then went back to camp and did the nasty with Zevran instead, although I had already gotten the achievement for that the first time I played.  I also pissed Wynne off because of the Andraste thing and she also left the camp, although she didn't attack me.  And because I sided with Branka in the Anvil of the Void campaign, I lost my stone golem, Shale.  That really pissed me off because I got Shale by paying for the DLC.

So yeah.  That's about it.

Thursday, May 06, 2010

This Is Not The Post You're Looking For. Move Along.

I lost a blog follower after that last post.  Sheesh people.  What are you looking for?  Quality?  Substance?  Great Taste/Less Filling? Better luck next time!!!!

I haven't posted a "real" blog in a while because a) I haven't played D&D for a few weeks and b) I've been sick with the flusassaphrasquatchuenza.  Or something like that.  Haven't really done anything very interesting since Rob's party, either.  Well, the Husband and I did get to spend the night out for his birthday last weekend but we ended up going back to the hotel room and getting drunk (well, I got drunk) after dinner because we're old and he doesn't like smokey bars. 

The rest of my time has been filled by attending T-ball games and practice for Xander, running a fever of 101.7, and keeping the kids from trashing the house.  Nothing gets rid of a fever faster than sweating your balls off while cleaning out your kid's closet and folding laundry. 

Speaking of T-ball practice, I need to start getting Xander ready for his game.

The End.

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